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April 2009

my photo teacher found my flickr

youarewhatyoulove:

hahaaha dooo it! that’d be hilarious. seriously though let her know that you’re mad about it

and

btw i have no idea how to reblog so i’m probably doing this wrong haha

 nahhh its okayyyy. i dont know maybeee i will…ahahha probably not

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my photo teacher found my flickr

youarewhatyoulove:

that pisses me offff )= you shouldn’t have to sensor it

 i knowwwwwww!!!!!!!!!!! grrrrrrrrrr…makes me angrrayyyyy. my cousin told me to tell her that i’m not goign to take pictures anymore and only take pictures of my dog from now on.

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March 2009

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i lost a follower
Mar 31, 2009
my photo teacher found my flickr

and one picture was titled ‘suicide’ so then she reported it to guidance and now my photo teacher thinks i’m suicidal and now i have to sensor myself on flickr, a  place i should NEVER have to. It’s about expresing myself and now i can’t even do that. the guidance councler is probably going to call my mom and tell her so now SHE’S going to think i’m suicidal. ITS JUST SO FUCKED UP.

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dontstandsoclosetome:

the religion of innocence

the religion of the sky

the religion of ambien

the religion of feathers

the religion of wolves and owls

the religion of the forests 

the religion of wind

the religion of childhood fantasies

that’s where I want to be.

Mar 30, 2009
I need a fix cause i'm going dowwwnnnnn
Mar 30, 2009
Listen

thedarlingchild:

thefloralsofa:

thebackdoor:

acceptable:

umm…

i secretly kind of like this song, though i would never admit it.

my friend’s obsessed with this song. me; not so much.

 sorry guys, i like it too

Mar 30, 200917 notes
Listen

thedarlingchild:

thefloralsofa:

thebackdoor:

scatteredwords:

ylizabeth:

california - phantom planet

remember the oc?

i straight out loved that show.

i remember in 5th grade i watched it like twice and didn’t get it one bit.

:’D

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I need a cute movie

thebackdoor:

murakamikenta:

any suggestions?

the notebook

atonement

yes man

big fish

benny & joon

ALMOST FAMOUS!!!!seriously the best movie in the entire world

friend green tomatos

cider house rules

Mar 28, 2009

A is for age: 14

B is for booze of choice: Vodka

C is for career: Writer

D is for your last dentist appointment: two years ago?

E is for essential items you use everyday: a pen

F is for favorite song at the moment: Lua by bright eyes

G is for favorite games: man hunt, cops and robbers, hide and seek, and Clue

H is for hometown:

I is for instruments you play: violin but i dont anymore

J is for Jam flavor on your PBJ: noooneee, bitttchesss

K is for kids you last saw: Marc and Zach

L is for last kiss: January

M is for fondest memory: i have so many. I could go on forever. No date, outside the highschool near that rock, all of my friends sobbing and me the hardest.

N is for name of your crush:

O is for overnight hospital stays: never

P is for phobias: Sleep, being alone

Q is for favorite Quote: (of the moment)

R is for biggest regrets: telling people things i shouldnt, being selfish, so much more

S is for status: sitting by the computer and trying not to cry

T is for time you wake up: 6:30 for school 11 on weekends

U is for underwear type: none. just kidding(:

V is for vegetable you love: brocli

W is for worst habit: saying i’m sorry for everything

X is for x-rays you’ve had: arm

Y is for yummy food you make: soup

Z is for last Zoo visited: the one in florida, i love that zoo

(original thing from http://speedofair.tumblr.com/ )

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I'm going to watch a movie and just pretend like you didn't just totally destroy me.

plaidscarves:

(via yourwrite)

i do that sometimes

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have you ever had that feeling?

that feeling…budding romance.

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i cannot remember the last time i was this furious

speedofair:

i go to a school named after Walt Whitman. apparently, this upsets the Westboro Baptist Church. they protest all over the country, their main focus is to fight gays. their website? godhatesfags.com. Walt Whitman was supposedly gay, hence their plan to protest at school next month. this is what they wrote in regard to us on their website: 

Did you know they named a High School after this filthy fag? He was a HUGE supporter of the wounded soldiers. That is, he would “visit” them and then take sexual advantage of them. Yes, that’s the fags’ idea of support and “love”. He bragged about it in his writings. And everyone turned a blind eye because he was spending hours and hours “grooming” his victims while he changed bed pans and such. Being the lazy, self-righteous slugs that they were/are, they could care less what he did to the victims so long as THEY did not have to put in the hours. You see that is what Maryland believes is a righteous person. That certainly explains A LOT about Maryland, and specifically explains why God hates them so much. Romans 10:3 For they being ignorant of God?s righteousness, and going about to establish their own righteousness, have not submitted themselves unto the righteousness of God. AMEN!

they protest with signs saying Fags Doom Nations, God Hates Fags, America is Doomed, Thank God for AIDS, Priests Rape Boys, etc. 

looking at their website literally brought bile to the back of my throat.

i have never been so disturbed by a religion in my entire life. 

 oh my god this is freaking ridiculous!!! its so horrible. i hate people. my mom recently came out as a lesbiean. this is just sick.

Mar 25, 2009
I don't know what to buy first, new camera or a new lighting set up.

thebackdoor:

echosandsilence:

thebackdoor:

.__.

camera= $3500ish

lighting set up + reflectors= $700

how do you afford it?!

well the $700 is money i won from a photography contest

the $3500 is money i don’t have at the moment XD

i’d have around $2000 if i didn’t keep spending my money on useless shit like clothes D:

 ughhh i wish i had that money!!! although, i’d probably spend it such crappy shit. hahahah

Mar 24, 20096 notes
I don't know what to buy first, new camera or a new lighting set up.

thebackdoor:

.__.

camera= $3500ish

lighting set up + reflectors= $700

 how do you afford it?!

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“If ever there is tomorrow when we’re not together.. there is something you must always remember. you are braver than you believe, stronger than you seem, and smarter than you think. but the most important thing is, even if we’re apart.. I’ll always be with you.” —Winnie the Pooh (via lovehopehate) (via dominix) (via thebackdoor)
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